Emotionally, I'm not good. I suffer from SAD (Seasonal Affective Disorder) and this year is no different. As a single parent, everyday is difficult but December is the worst for me. The bills don't stop coming in December so how am I supposed to try to by things for my kids. I don't want them deprived just because their Dad is a deadbeat. I have tried everything that I know to get money: make and sell jewelry, sell my clothes that I can't wear, find a part-time gig, etc. That's all the legal ways that I can come up with and they aren't working. At work, it doesn't even feel like Christmas. The office is dead! No decorations this year, no Christmas party and no bonus. Is it really Christmas? I actually thought about putting up a tree at my house but can't because I don't have one and can't afford to buy one! Smh
Anyway, a friend of mine asked me how much weight I've lost and I said, "I don't even know". Last I checked, I was 211. I have my 3 month follow up visit on 12/21 so I will post official numbers then. Stay tuned!
I NEED CLOTHES...that fit!