Well tomorrow is my first day back to work. Wouldn't be so bad if 1) I didn't have so much pain still 2) I knew what job I'm walking back into.
I'm a little frustrated because I never expected to be out of commission like this. I'm usually back on my feet after being down. But with this surgery...man! I'm still dealing with this snatching pain on the left side (not the burning and ripping pain anymore) and I don't want to eat. Food used to be my best friend and now I really have to make myself eat. I just don't want it. I'm now a SUPER PICKY eater. I've never been like that before. Since I've been upgraded to stage 2 of the diet I thought I would enjoy having some food. Nah Uh...don't want it!
I still have my protein shake but I'm struggling trying to get my 60 gms of protein a day. HELP!
As for work tomorrow, who knows what surprises await me. They haven't been very supportive through this recovery so I have some "feelings" about that. I hate dealing with fake people. That is a big issue with me. If you don't like me or have a problem with me be grown enough to say so. Don't do backhanded stuff. And if that statement made you feel "funny" on the inside then it must apply to you.
Ok let me chill out. I have to think...what would Jesus do? He would pray for them. Ok here goes:
Heavenly Father, please don't let me go "black" on nobody at work tomorrow. Amen.
I'm a little frustrated because I never expected to be out of commission like this. I'm usually back on my feet after being down. But with this surgery...man! I'm still dealing with this snatching pain on the left side (not the burning and ripping pain anymore) and I don't want to eat. Food used to be my best friend and now I really have to make myself eat. I just don't want it. I'm now a SUPER PICKY eater. I've never been like that before. Since I've been upgraded to stage 2 of the diet I thought I would enjoy having some food. Nah Uh...don't want it!
I still have my protein shake but I'm struggling trying to get my 60 gms of protein a day. HELP!
As for work tomorrow, who knows what surprises await me. They haven't been very supportive through this recovery so I have some "feelings" about that. I hate dealing with fake people. That is a big issue with me. If you don't like me or have a problem with me be grown enough to say so. Don't do backhanded stuff. And if that statement made you feel "funny" on the inside then it must apply to you.
Ok let me chill out. I have to think...what would Jesus do? He would pray for them. Ok here goes:
Heavenly Father, please don't let me go "black" on nobody at work tomorrow. Amen.